Saturday Morning Sleeping

Everyone is sleeping–
My dear husband on the coffee
colored bed, white shirt, blue shorts,
black socks,
hands tucked under the same coffee
colored pillow–
Resting, eyes glued for a short matter of time
slight smile of surrender to
the neediness of sleep–

Black cat in a c shape on the lilac floor
Cute button nose
She can sleep for hours and hours
hidden underneath red blankets
in hot or cold weather
We know she’s there
Her disappearing act
not quite working–

Baby
Small fragile baby in her white slated crib
the same lavender lilac adorning her sheets
the only one who is slightly stirring
her need for food not regulated yet
She can’t go hungry
Dreaming of the outer space whence she came from
Recalling the secrets she had to leave behind
Filing them away for another day of de ja vu
Communicating with another source
The umbilical cord still being cut
Slowly but surely she’ll be one of us soon
and her alien blood will almost but all disappear
hiding like a husband or a cat on the floor–

Tiny Kiss

I softly kiss your
little wet nose
gray nose
that matches your
gray fur
you let me kiss
you twice
with my hands
cupped around your
face, eyes closed
then you walk
around the desk
behind the computer
and back again
with all your

beautiful grayness
to say
“Hello.”

July Remix

Listening to the water flow

the banks along the shore

she gifted me with pressure

the red glow of “more”

 

we burn beneath eclipses

drowned by music I cannot name

the boat disappears behind the horizon

a cynic hides the cake

 

what women

will you pillage

what village will you rape

I’m afraid

this manifest destiny

a lie

the biggest betrayal to date

fate(‘s)

watching you unfold

watching you unfurl

behind a death

a wake

cat medicine

un-spoiling

solitude

a fake–

 

I wish you a warm dream of cotton and sugar rushes

I want you to know you are dearly loved

I weep inside for missing pieces and ancestral pearls

purrs that have disappeared

reside in you

the legacy

and meows that have not been and never will be forgotten–

Ascend

I am practicing no Internet

No TV

What, I wonder, will happen to me?

These worries sound familiar

These words ring like tin in an

empty mind

and mouth

The sounds reverberate

a tepid feeling

I’ve had for years and years…

I recognize it as fear

Creeping up the throat

The spine

Whispering

“Forever, I shall be thine….”

And here I am watching

myself be allowed to slowly descend

when she clearly said to

aspire

higher

and

higher

and higher

because there is no end.

To your love

To birth

To death

Keep your paw

off my cup, kid

Ascend.

don’t eat salami before you go to sleep

Don’t eat salami before you go to sleep.

Love is

when you love another

for who they are

Their imperfections

are perfections

and that’s how we should

love the world.

The sun shines through

the gray clouds

hits my windowpane

like the kiss

you give

on my cheek.

She hides

under the blanket

containing a sense of warmth

She breathes

little breaths

to sustain

a finite dream

turned

infinite.

How can we make

philosophy

current to today’s world?

I wish a little wish

and I dream a little dream

Don’t eat salami

before you go to sleep.