15 and Shy

You said that
“Memories are tied to feelings”
and I see and feel one clearly
the one where I’m walking down the steps off the 18th avenue stop
I see you forcing him to kiss
your feet and it’s really
awkward for me, but I’m silently
happy, I guess, because this
is the best I can do right now,
today, and maybe ever
until the next time
the next life
the next reincarnation,
in which, by that point,
none of it
will really
even
matter.

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